So I sit here alone. It is my choice at this point. I could be with someone else if I wanted. I could find some one new. I suppose I could also find someone from my past if I wanted. But I don't want any of these situations. I am in love and I only want one thing. Yeah - you know it... I want Shelly.
But she isn't here. I know where she is and she is thousands of miles away. I don't think she is happy because the trip that she is on was supposed to be about something else.
Anyway - being selfish and self-centered I will say I am lonely and I am alone. I'll be more upbeat tomorrow in my blog post - I do promise!