Lonely

So I sit here alone.  It is my choice at this point.  I could be with someone else if I wanted.  I could find some one new.  I suppose I could also find someone from my past if I wanted.  But I don't want any of these situations.  I am in love and I only want one thing.  Yeah - you know it...  I want Shelly.

But she isn't here.  I know where she is and she is thousands of miles away.  I don't think she is happy because the trip that she is on was supposed to be about something else.

Anyway - being selfish and self-centered I will say I am lonely and I am alone.  I'll be more upbeat tomorrow in my blog post - I do promise!

Peace! ~J.

FYSRD